♥ 9/20/2009

fuck sia
nothing get scoldin by my ah gu n ah yi scoldin
wat have i do wrong
i tell they all i nv nv take gam b4
they say wat
{ you now nv take gam next time you will take }
i can swear to god i nv nv take gam
wat the fuck
they still say from today all my ah gu don beileve me anymore
i got do wrong ma
wat have i do wrong
family don beileve me sister don beleve me
ah gu ah yi don beileve me
frienz also don beileve me
i come to this world 4 wat
come this world all don beileve me
when i need the person to listen all my sad thing
also don have
no ppl care no ppl love no ppl beileve me friend one by one go
1 night of time all change
now my heart is very pain full
wanna cry ...
no ppl wanna care me le
no ppl beileve me
i goin to ki siao liao
my ever become dveil soon
my ah gu alway me very bad
den i will show they how i be bsd
they reali force me
this way go
i reali cant be back
.....

♥

11.09.09
today when i go work
1st thing i do is face out..
Den after wait for to goods to come..
I and jian wei playing
haha..
Play n play
6.30pm go eat
haha..
Finish eat den i call
pei fang to meet me
haha..
Talk n talk
den 7.30pm go back work
haha..
10pm go home
haha..
Reach home same thing i do is play lap top
play viwawa
den go tom 365
see my zhong ji san guo
but only see half..
Haha..
Tmr come back den see all again..
Going to sleep le..
Tmr work 2pm to 10pm
see wat happen tmr again :)
good night..
12.09.09
haha
today go work kana
scold cos ytd i am jian wei throwing goods
haha..
All the goods all can not sell away..
She just saying me only..
I nv angry..
Today still got many goods come
i alone doing
when i see the goods come i 1st thinkin is i going die soon .
Use 2h finish
haha..
See wat happen today ba.
Haha..
Today i think nothing to do..
Today don have goods come in..
Just chat chat play play..
Or do face out..
Bye bye
see wat happen today
today i work at 10pm to 6pm
13.09.09
today happen nothing
just feel sad to myself.
How i going to walk my life?
This few day no mood
go work happy
but come back home no mood.
Tmr 1st boss coming back..
15.09.09
today boss call me goin
she tell me i nv do work for her..
So 28.9.09
i don need to work anymore
i say okay .
Nv mind i go find other job again
hai..
Nv mind..
Ever have nothing to say..
I now also donno why
god like this treat me..
God i tell you
if i reali cant walk my life
i will go do
wat i nv do b4..
In the end
i will end up my life..
God if you wanna me
died
i will died 4 you to see
i am very tired
i am goin to mad le..
Don force me again..
17.09.09
today i when go work
happen big thing
1 boss scold me again
i just one make nice nice
4 the boss see
but she scold me
don anyhow change
i say i nv
but she still say
don anyhow change..
I very angry lorx..
Some more
i wait for the goods
but boss say still got so many time..
So call me go in do face out..
Den i nv care her
i just go inside
but i nv go out again
let the 2nd take the goods
some more i at non food making something
she say wow you eat very full lorx..
Nothing to do arh?
I say huh?
Den nv reply her back..
I wait only 28.9
i get pay she scold me again
see wat happen
i bao scold her back..
At all ppl in
give her no face..
Haha..
Donno today she wil scold wat to me again..
Hai...
18.07.09
donno why i feel tat don one work le..
When i one to tell boss
i feel my mother tell me
don give up..
I know when i give up
my work..
I will lose something..
Can say give up my life
i just one have nice
work but why i will become like this?
When came good thing
at last one by one good thing go by myside
hai..
Come back from work
6pm plus go 159
find frien
they ask me go eat
den i go n bring my lap top play
11pm plus go home
go home donno why
so tired feel like one to close my eyes..
Tired
hope tmr boss not coming..
Don feel like seeing boss.
Bye i going sleep le..
haha.
Today i woke up
late for work
so i faster run 4 work
but i reach there
the boss keep on scolding me..den
i tell boss i don one help you work anymore..
Den i go home
see tv
hai...

♥ 9/11/2009

who got this song

♥ 9/10/2009

7.9.09
Tired sia
still got many day can go!
Today work untill 10pm den can go home
tmr also 10pm
sian sia..
Donno wat to do at work..
Maybe chat wit friends
or listen my handphone mp3..
Do face out finish
den go find jian wei
or natasa
they are so good lorx
but natasa end of the month go back to her own town le..
Sad sia
no more friend le..
But jian wei
donno still got work anot?
Cos my 2nd boss
i nv talk to her le..
Maybe this month take pay le go find other job
cos my 2of boss like to scold me .
I do thing good also get scolding
hai..
Not like natasa
good lorx..
Nv get scolding by her
do thing wrong
she will help me
do thing good
she will say
thks you
wat thing i donno
she will tell me..
Hahas
but just now i nv do wrong anything
1st boss by nothing
scolding me..
She say i very atte
to her n 2nd boss
i got work lorx
still get nothing scolding
wat the hell
is the boss
go and died la..
This end of month
i going find other job
i cant stand the
boss
but after tat
6pm
i and jian wei
he is my (TL)
we whole night
talking
playing
chating
haha.
He still say
walk walk play play
hai...
Sad lorx
i going off this month
bye bye all my new friends
8.9.09
later woke up
still must work
today work 2pm to 10pm
let see wat happen today
happy or not happy
today..
After today
tmr is my off
haha..
Nothing happen today
cos today big boss nv come
so only me n natasa
n the fucker 2nd boss
haha..
Natasa like not happy today
cos today got many thing come
so i also donno where to put
den all i put in lorx.
Den she not happy
after natasa all thing i bring le
she feel happy le..
Tired lorx..
Reach home
my hp cant open
cant see all my msg
wat sia..
Reach home whole night playin lap top
untill 7am den go sleep..
9.9.09
Woke up at 1pm
so donno why go back sleep again
haha..
4pm
go down do my hp
$45
doing my hp
haha..
So sad
cos ytd serene call me
pei her go find work
den she sleep over
den nv go
haha..
Let see wat happen today ba
cos today work at 8am to 5pm.. Haha..
10.9.09
today
very tired lorx..
Got many thing give
do..
1st boss nv come
today
happy sia..
Haha..

♥ 9/03/2009

haha
thks serene
this morning msg me
hahas
but i also sad
today at work
got one family of ppl
ask me takr fish san wen fish
but my 2nd boss scold me
4 helpin ppl take fish
wat have i do wrong
i jus one help
i got take something to take fish
i also know wei sheng
but the 2nd boss keep kpkb
den i angry
i give the 2nd boss bad face
i have no nothing wrong at all
if sat 1st boss call me
i will say i have do nothing wrong
at all
wait 4 sat talk
see how boss say
if she say i got wrong
i will go off

finish work le
go home
7pm go meet my 3 gu
pass by
ttsh
scare of this ttsh
do you know why?
cos my mother pass away at ttsh
pass by ttsh
let me think of many thing about my ma ma
let me think about many thing i do wrong

♥ 9/01/2009

donno wat shall i do ?
i don like my job
cos everyone keep ask me work
help here help there
like fuck lorx
pay so low
work many many
hai.......
bo bian lorx
still must work
why i must walk this life
why i cant have life
i jus onli one good life
good family
ma ma da ge me san di si di
but now onli have me n san di n si di
this house i stay everyday
i everyday sad
hope can go soon